April 24, 2017

Today is my brother’s birthday. He would have been 27 today. I miss him so much.
The world has not been the same since he left. My world, in particular. My family’s world.

I don’t know what to do anymore. To get past this. I really don’t…
Maybe I’ll go back to counseling. Hopefully, she can help me.

My job helps me keep busy, and, luckily, I have pretty awesome coworkers. They’re always making me laugh.

On another note, I was taken off of my antidepressant and put on a Bipolar medication. It’s been a little over 4 weeks now. The only thing I’ve noticed that has changed is my anger. It has gotten much worse, and I hate it! I don’t know what is wrong with me.